To my 엄마..
I’m sorry for all the trouble and hardships our family put you through. Thank you for still loving us and being strong and putting up with it all. I’m praying for you and our family. I love you. Your son, 정환
everyone was so excited about the snow today. i think i’ve come to hate it today. because of it, my dad didnt let me go to church because he thought driving would be dangerous. So when my day should’ve consisted of church, fellowship, go to work, get paid. my day actually consisted of sleeping, eating, MW2, watching 1/2 of inception, more sleeping, and more eating.
Going to bed early so Santa will hurry up and come.
So I made the effort to call bout 20 people up AND send out a mass text after that, and had a plan A, B, and C (even though B, and C were last minute), I still ended up just doin nothing, wasting gas, and just goin home. Why do I even bother to plan little events/get-togethers still? Columbia sucks. with the little we have to do, bowling/movies/chill, even if i plan it. it never works out....
Didn’t have as much fun as I thought I would. But it was alright. Got a little better at bowling at least! Just glad I got back home safe and sound.
If I were rich...
…The first thing I would do is - buy a new car - go to on a shopping spree to buy new clothes in Korea! - buy a macbook pro - go eat at fancy, delicious restaurants that’s all for now.
Coffee = No sleep ???
Drank Coffee not too long ago. So I guess I’m gonna watch a movie. (Coffee doesn’t really affect my sleep :P) (so hit the cell!)
no clean socks = no workout
I would workout if I had another pair of socks to wear tomorrow for friday…
So I injured my ankle on Thursday, October 30th. I remember this because it was during small group before our Fall break. So we had a small group meeting and a lot of the guys already headed home for the break so it ended up being the leader, me and this other guy. So we decided to parkour(do some flips) cuz we were bored. I ended up doing a front flip off of a 2-3 ft ledge. did it perfectly until...
Just know that when you need me, I’m here. But Remember that when you don’t need me, I’m still here.
I’ve kinda just bummed around not doing anything. maybe it’s the pre-winter break slum or post-thanksgiving effect. Either way, it’s not good. I already took a part of one of my finals and did horrible on it because of this. and I know for a fact I could’ve done much better. I feel as if I don’t really care about anything right now. Again I find myself feeling as if...
When I need somebody
Who do I go to when I feel like my friend’s aren’t there and my God isn’t listening?
So i had the weirdest dream that i went skydiving and my parachute was jammed. but in the last few seconds, it popped out but i still hit the ground hard. i was in a coma for months in some hospital where none of my family/friends knew where it was and when i woke up, i was in my bed at home but i lost my memory. ha weird.
Thoughts.at 10:29 PM
Why can’t i sleep? I have only got around 3 hours of sleep last night and i’ve been up since 5:30 this morning… …Someone call me and keep me company God, My heart feels so empty… come fill it up.